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Alohaaa Guys! It's now 10:34pm, and today I'll be blogging about someone

 whom I really treasure alot and she's someone who is important to me no matter what! 

I'm super duper thankful for having her in my life ever since we knew each others since Secondary 1.

She is someone whom I don't wanna lose and forget in my life, and also being drift apart with!

I would like to thank God for creating this little disgusting nugget sauce faggot HAHA!

Maybe the most important thing I wanna thank is, meeting an human being who's like the second me.

We both address each others as names like WeeWee and BooBoo :P, and yes..

 People say we look ALIKE!

During Secondary 1, we didn't talk much during that year of time.

But we managed to communicate with each others when it comes to group work. 

Sometimes when we have Learning Journeys, we will be split into groups and whenever 

we are in the same group, we were able to communicate and be connected to each others.

At that year, I was like the kind of person who were in a clique who acts like PaiKia. 

If you don't know what's PaiKia, it means those people who like to act big and cool. 

Nah, I'm just joking.. Here's the real meaning of it... 

pai kia

A word usually used in Singapore which refers to a young person who behaves badly and gets into trouble.

Be a good person and stay away from those pai kias.

So yup, that's the real meaning of ' Pai Kia ' ... :) 

Alrights, back to the story... Okay so , at that time I was with that kind of people. 

So we didn't managed to communicate much though... 

When it comes to Secondary 2, I wasn't in a clique with Xinyee and more... 

At that time of the year, I treated Xinyee like a normal friend to me.. Because I don't know her that much, and I treated her like one human being toy HAHA, if I remembered correctly. 

But when time files, things changes from good to worst... I realised that I was treated badly.

I will blog about the full story of why I was treated so badly soon! 

For now, let's continue to the story HAHAHA! Alrights, so during that time.. I was legit treated badly,

my studies even went down to U grades, got scolded by parents for always going home late.

When it comes to see my report book, the remarks about me was... 

Being easily bad influenced...

At that time, I was like a person who doesn't likes to study hard.. And getting good results. 

All I do was to play computer games, play my phone and being lazy.

When it was Secondary 3,we had a 3 days 2 night camp, and then I realised after 2 years has passed, 

I was legit so called " being used " 

here's the meaning of what's " being used " 

feel like being used,

 means that you feel like being used by someone "or something".

And feeling used, is when you feel like someone is using you "Taken advantage of".

During the camp, I didn't want to follow my previous "clique" , so I felt sad and uselesss

and went to ask Xinyee and the others if I could join them. I felt lucky enough because they

accepted me to be with them, they were like a group of  people who is good influenced.

After the camp has officially ended, I actually think and decided to follow Xinyee and the others...

After like months has gone by, I actually went to join Xinyee and the others as a clique/squad.

And of course, when I joined them to be in their clique, my previous " clique " then made some shits about me, saying some bad stuffs like " I ditched them " or " I abandoned them " 

But for now, I don't wanna talk about my previous clique.. 

I would like to just thank this beautiful, trustworthy, good-listener and twinny-look alike friend of 

mine for being there for me during the 3 years.. Even though the last 2 years we were not closed enough, but still I would like to thank you! 

Thank you for understanding me even though I treated you guys badly.. 

Thank you for being a good listening ear whenever I had no one to share my feelings to. 

Bascially, thank you for everything man! 

Amanda Lim Xin Yee, if you're reading this blog of mine. Please kindly be touched by me HAHA!

Thank you for being such a wonderful bestie for 3 years! 

You're someone whom I treat like a twin sister of mine, maybe like the second me? HAHA

You're someone whom I don't wanna lose or drift apart with!

You're someone who understands my feelings and emotions. 

You're someone who's able to tahan my obsession over guys! :3

Alrights so most I want to thank you is.... 

Thank you for being part of my life, you're the one who helped me to change to become 

a better person! Thank you for being there for me whenever I have no one to talk to. 

Thank you for understanding my feelings, emotions and anger. Thank you for accompanying me to a place to buy stuffs even though the time was 4pm++ 

Thank you for being my studying buddy, my 24hr whatsapp chatting buddy!

Thank you for surprising me on my birthday this year!
I literally felt so touched because it was like my first time having that kind of
birthday surprise.. And thank you for planning it! 

Thank you for your concern whenever I'm not awake or something, 

 Thank you for being such an awesome friend and my other half, thank you for being a person that I can share my mood/feelings and things with! 

Basically, 

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE 

FOR ME! (: 

ai niduoduo <3 

I really really appreciate it alot! 

Quote of the week: 

I cannot even imagine where I would be today were it not for that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy. Let's face it, friends make life a lot more fun. 

-Charles R. Swindoll

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Byes! :) 

xoxo 

Michelle .